Smoking

The desire is there. I felt the temptations since years ago. I can hear the cigarettes calling me. I know it is just a matter of time before I smoke. The reasons why I still don't do it are:

1) Cigarettes are expensive.
2) I fear the effects smoking will have on my sporting abilities.
3) I have no courage to do it.

But the desire is there. It gets stronger when I am under pressure. And I am under a lot of pressure now.

I am looking for response from myself.